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Posted by 京士威雪茄 2008-04-18 11:59:33
對於whore,不管是叫王1000元還是王10000元早晚要整成類人猿.

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
I really just have to write this.

Wow. Just wow. While I have physics and a paper to write, I really need to
get this out.

Grace Wang. She's really something.


She's quite useful to the media. Both sides are having a field day. The
chinese TV are branding her as this terrible traitor while western media is
holding her up as the lone voice of reason. They both are neglecting the
truth, what Grace really is, beyond the 9 minute Youtube video and glorious
interviews.


When I first met her at a dinner, she immediately spilled her life story. I
thought, maybe she was being a slightly socially incompetent fob and trying
to make friends. I listened. What a good story it was.


She told of how she was involved in a political group with some top lawyers
in China. They were trying to get the truth out of the Tiananmen square
incident. They wrote articles and blogs together on the subject. Then one
day, one of her friends involved in the group disappeared. They called her,
went to her house, tried everything, but she was no where to be found. Then
Grace and her parents start freaking out. Grace's dad, at the time the ex
mayor of Qingdao, afraid of Grace facing a similar fate, went to her files
in the city government and threw them out. She got a new name, and quickly
moved to South Korea. At the time, Grace told us that she already dropped
out of her high school in Qingdao because she was unsatisfied by the best
high school in Shandong province. She moved to Korea, and there she learned

English by watching American films. While she was there, she also slept
around with a lot of guys. Then she applied to Harvard and got rejected. The
next year, she applies again, to Harvard, Princeton, Yale, and Duke. She
gets accepted to all but Harvard. She chose to come to Duke because she got
the Robertson. She then turns down the Robertson because she didn't want the
restrictions set by the program.


After the story finished, we were all pretty amazed. We were all thinking
that this seemingly innocent Chinese student is destined for greatness.
After we come back to my room, she proceeds to tell one of us about the guy
in the dorm she had sex with. I was quite shocked by this. She seemed so
innocent, and we had only been at Duke for less than 5 days. She says the
guy was a virgin and now he wants a relationship. We go to the common room,
she points him out, and he was playing pool at the other side of the room,
totally not paying attention to her.
Later on, Grace begins telling us many stories about herself. All she ever
talks about is herself.
As the stories piled on, they became inconsistent, and sometimes directly
contradicting. People begin question her trustworthiness. Eventually, after
months of lies and irrationality, people begin disliking her. For such a
trusting and kind dorm like Brown to dislike someone, you really have to be
special. And Grace is that special. Now we know she is a liar. She didn't go
to Korea or even participate in anything political. She even told people
that she wrote her own recommendations for college applications. She made up
stories to make herself seem impressive for colleges, and now, the western
media.


She's overloading by taking around 6 courses. 2-3 of those are foreign
language courses. She was angry that the academic dean wouldn't let her do
more. Funny thing is, she's definitely not doing well in any of them. I've
heard her practice her German, and it is atrocious.
She also reads like a maniac. I don't really know what she reads, but it's
Chinese literature/philosophy and political theory. She prints hundreds of
pages a night to read, parades around with her stack of papers, telling
anyone who would listen, trying to impress another person of her political
acumen.
She shaved off her eyebrows the other day. Because 1: all her boy problems
will go away, and 2: pretty girls never make history.
She also makes up stories about how people ask to have sex with her or
perform sexual acts with her.
Is it me, or is she someone trying to convince herself that she's destined
for greatness?


It would really take a really long time to really describe all my Grace
stories and I don't have time for it. But all I can say is, she has been
lifted up by western media as a martyr in this battle for Tibet. And she's
drinking in every moment of it, because finally, she is being seen as a hero
.
What a silly, irrational girl.
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下雨不愁
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真的假的?

2008-04-18 12:12:14 | 引用
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Monday, March 3, 2008

Dorm Drama

There's a certain Grace Wang in Brown. just wow. I shall copy and paste an i
nteresting email conversation.

Dear Brownies,

I'm Grace Wang (???) from second floor. I think I've at least talked to ever
yone here. If not, I'll pay a kind visit to you as soon as possible. I've ex
perienced some serious issues in our dorm recently that almost made me move
out. Actually I've already submitted my reaccommodating application and deci
ded to leave by next Friday. But after days of serious consideration, I deci
ded to stay because I believe the best way to solve the problem is not to qu
it but to confront it. I'm writing this email to you because I think this is
an issue considering every one of us.

The problems are distrust and gossip. Of course, not all Brownies gossip. Bu
t a lot do. Brown is a very close community, which facilitates communication
of all kinds and, of course, a curiosity of our neighbors' interesting live
s. Not only do many of us nose into others' privacy, but also do we share ou
r amazing discoveries. I've heard some very unkind sayings from young gentle
men gossiping about their roommates, or ladies meanly mentioning their neigh
bors, even from people I trusted and respected so much. Many, if not all, of
the stories were simply fabrication but like snowballs they grew bigger and
bigger. None of us is perfect but that is not an excuse for us to hurt othe
rs. Treat others as how we want to be treated and insulting others is humili
ating ourselves. I became a target probably because I acted up against it. R
ecently I was openly insulted by more than ten people who barely talked to m
e anywhere but Marketplace about several different issues in public. When I
responded to those rummors, I was laughed at by many other watchers who seem
ed to be so nice otherwise. I was forced to answer questions that should not
be asked by any rational being in public. (When he asked me these questions
the gentlemen was wearing a contented smile.) I was chased by a gentleman w
ho had insulted me many times and he even cornered me to forgive him without
trying to appologize after all he did. Suddenly, after all these happened,
everyone went back to their small niche and became a saint again. From their
smile I saw insecurity; from their pretension I saw hollowness; in their ey
es I saw fear. Majority is no guarantee to be correct. Up till now I haven't
received any apology from any single person. All I got is denial and denial
and denial. Dumb as I am, I still got the message. All they meant is just "
it was not my fault," "it was only a joke," and "I didn't say anything." Thi
s is how responsible and brave they are. I was so frustrated. I almost packe
d up everything and then I unpacked again. I unpacked and decided to stay be
cause I know I'm not alone. If they can gossip about me then they can gossip
about everyone. Or maybe they even gossip about each other. Only by blaming
others would they find their own security and peace.

I have already forgiven everyone and forgotten every insulting word. But my
principles are inviolable. I don't mind if some people would continue gossip
ing about me after I wrote this letter. What I want to tell them is that I w
ill defend everybody's privacy to be protected and reputation to be preserve
d. I will fight for this public disease to death. If anyone want to talk wit
h me about this, my room is 226.

My last words here are that we should cherish the opportunity to have everyo
ne here. Instead of hurting each other or saying a superficial hi, there're
much more meaningful things to do with each other. Together, we should prote
ct each other, help each other, and love each other.

Peace,

Grace

A response sent to her in private, but she decided to send the response to e
veryone in the dorm, including the original message.

Hi Grace,

I don't really know how I am considered by you, but I feel that you are a gr
eat person and have lots of potential. You should know that Brownies are not
malicious beings who gossip to hurt you. You should try to see that they ar
e trying to help you.

The distrust is there because you tell us many different versions of your li
fe. You are the propagator of all these rumors. Like this email, your storie
s get told by mostly you. You do realize that mountains of rumors will now s
pread because you have brought yourself to the attention of others and now y
ou will be discussed? You might feel that people are insulting you by their
disbelief, but I think you are the one insulting yourself with your false st
ories. You first told me that you are from Qingdao and that you are here due
to political persecution. I have heard different versions where you organiz
ed an international conference and it flopped, thus you are here. People are
not dumb, we piece together your inaccurate stories. I will not guess at th
e reason why you make up many different versions of your life, but perhaps y
ou are doing this to impress us? Please do not feel a need to impress everyo
ne you meet, spill your lifestory to everyone you meet. There is distrust be
cause you created it. Not only do you make up lies about yourself, you openl
y tell stories about others. Perhaps they are true, but because of our previ
ous experiences with you, we do not how to view this. If you did fabricate t
hese events that have taken place, you have hurt them way more than anyone h
as hurt you because you are actively harming others. But perhaps you did not
make anything up and we are just very bad at piecing together your lifestor
y (we do so because it definitely is interesting, from what you have told us
), so we could take all those stories as truth with a grain of salt.

Also to let you know, you are infamous on west and infamous within the Chine
se circle at Duke. Had you escaped Brown, you would have been confronted wit
h a world of people who arent so patient with your lies.

Curiosity is only natural, from what I hear, you are also very curious about
political science. Curiosity means no harm. If I were you, I would be grate
ful that no pranks have befallen you.

Like any person with self respect, you have a sense of pride. I respect that
, yet it is wise now, and definitely in the future if you wish to persue a s
uccessful political career, to be humble. Try to understand others, look at
yourself for perhaps the blame lies there.

I do this not to hurt you, but to ease your current social situation on camp
us.

Please try to be open minded about things.


Grace (???)'s Response:

I admire your courage to reply in such a candide way. When I wrote the lette
r to everyone, I never thought about you so I was surprised by what you said
about Chinese community. You have made a very fast judgment on me and also
an unfair generalization about Chinese community. As far as I can see, you l
ike to make fun of Chinese people and see yourself superior than Chinese (ma
ybe only those who are more Chinese than you are?) Candidate, I have faith i
n Chinese community here and everywhere. I also believe that people have the
ability to tell right from wrong. Apparently some people have eagerly sprea
d the rumor to as many people as possible. I can tell you that all of the st
ories you heard from me are true. I am also very happy to see how much inter
est you showed to my and others' life. If you want to know something about m
y personal life as you have shown apparent interest, I can tell you very can
didly whatever is appropriate to tell. I am from Qingdao, which is a fact th
at I have never ever hide. I have also organized an important political prot
est in Beijing. The political science professor Tianjian Shi at Duke and a C
hinese student (Class 11 from Beijing) called Ruochen Zhu can attest what I'
ve said. I can also tell you that that protest had something to do with Duke
university political science department and I communicated with president B
rodhead and got replies from the then political science departement acting c
hair Michael A Gillespie and Vice Provost for International Affairs Gilbert
Merkx.

If I feel a little intimidated, I wouldn't even try to write this email or t
o stay here. I told the story because my past shows who I am today and I am
still bothered by a lot of the experiences. I also want people to be aware o
f the political status quo in China and feel a need to care. I have been thr
ough a lot more than you can ever imagine and it is not easy to handle by my
self. You don't need to worry about how do I or others think about you. It i
s what you think of you and what you do that matters. I have said I have cho
sen to forget about everything everyone did. I hope this is the end of your
game.

Best,

Grace

2008-04-18 12:13:40 | 引用
京士威雪茄
京士威雪茄
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注:Grace 是1000元的英語名字。

2008-04-18 12:15:12 | 引用
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原文現在已經被限制訪問了,如下還可以看到

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2008-04-18 12:17:18 | 引用
下雨不愁
京士威雪茄
Re: 王1000元dorm mate寫的blog.
Monday, March 3, 2008Social LackingsIt seems that I don't like people.

I enjoy sitting alone anddoing things by myself. People sometimes are okay,
rarely awesome, andmost of the time, a hassle. Efforts to make trivial conve
rsation areeverywhere. I find it a waste of breath. Why talk to someone abou
tsomething completely useless? Meaningful conversations are definitelywelcom
e, but they are very rare. I don't really feel a connection withanyone here.
Guess I'm a loner by nature.

Sometimes,people are just so gross. Take for example, a certain Henry. Let's
start with his appearance. He is not ugly, but he is just gross. Hisidiotic
facial expression, the ugly glasses, the peachy facial hair,the hair on his
head, the thick gaudy gold chain, and the saggy shirts.Then his personality.
He's not a bad guy by any means, but he's justyour lame nerdy Asian guy. He
asks on average, 2 questions per classperiod. Are they good? you might ask.
The answer is a Hell no. They arealways trivial issues slightly overlooked
by the professor, but Henryalways has to bring it up and question it. Some m
ight call thatcuriosity, but I call it an annoyance because the questions ca
n beanswered if he used his head and thought about it. Apparently he alsohas
lots of girls on him. Now that I really don't understand. ReallyReally Real
ly don't understand. I can't bear to look at him. Maybe I'mjust harsh and un
forgiving. But really, this guy is unbearable to lookat. Or listen to.

Then there's a certain Grace upstairs. just wow. I shall copy and paste an i
nteresting email conversation.

Dear Brownies,

I'mGrace Wang from second floor. I think I've at least talked to everyoneher
e. If not, I'll pay a kind visit to you as soon as possible. I'veexperienced
some serious issues in our dorm recently that almost mademe move out. Actua
lly I've already submitted my reaccommodatingapplication and decided to leav
e by next Friday. But after days ofserious consideration, I decided to stay
because I believe the best wayto solve the problem is not to quit but to con
front it. I'm writingthis email to you because I think this is an issue cons
idering everyone of us.

The problems are distrust and gossip. Ofcourse, not all Brownies gossip. But
a lot do. Brown is a very closecommunity, which facilitates communication o
f all kinds and, of course,a curiosity of our neighbors' interesting lives.
Not only do many of usnose into others' privacy, but also do we share our am
azingdiscoveries. I've heard some very unkind sayings from young gentlemengo
ssiping about their roommates, or ladies meanly mentioning theirneighbors, e
ven from people I trusted and respected so much. Many, ifnot all, of the sto
ries were simply fabrication but like snowballs theygrew bigger and bigger.
None of us is perfect but that is not an excusefor us to hurt others. Treat
others as how we want to be treated andinsulting others is humiliating ourse
lves. I became a target probablybecause I acted up against it. Recently I wa
s openly insulted by morethan ten people who barely talked to me anywhere bu
t Marketplace aboutseveral different issues in public. When I responded to t
hose rummors,I was laughed at by many other watchers who seemed to be so nic
eotherwise. I was forced to answer questions that should not be asked byany
rational being in public. (When he asked me these questions thegentlemen was
wearing a contented smile.) I was chased by a gentlemanwho had insulted me
many times and he even cornered me to forgive himwithout trying to appologiz
e after all he did. Suddenly, after allthese happened, everyone went back to
their small niche and became asaint again. From their smile I saw insecurit
y; from their pretension Isaw hollowness; in their eyes I saw fear. Majority
is no guarantee tobe correct. Up till now I haven't received any apology fr
om any singleperson. All I got is denial and denial and denial. Dumb as I am
, Istill got the message. All they meant is just "it was not my fault,""it w
as only a joke," and "I didn't say anything." This is howresponsible and bra
ve they are. I was so frustrated. I almost packed upeverything and then I un
packed again. I unpacked and decided to staybecause I know I'm not alone. If
they can gossip about me then they cangossip about everyone. Or maybe they
even gossip about each other. Onlyby blaming others would they find their ow
n security and peace.

Ihave already forgiven everyone and forgotten every insulting word. Butmy pr
inciples are inviolable. I don't mind if some people wouldcontinue gossiping
about me after I wrote this letter. What I want totell them is that I will
defend everybody's privacy to be protected andreputation to be preserved. I
will fight for this public disease todeath. If anyone want to talk with me a
bout this, my room is 226.

Mylast words here are that we should cherish the opportunity to haveeveryone
here. Instead of hurting each other or saying a superficialhi, there're muc
h more meaningful things to do with each other.Together, we should protect e
ach other, help each other, and love eachother.


Peace,

Grace

I felt the egotistical girl needed a reality check that she won't accept.

Hi Grace,

Idon't really know how I am considered by you, but I feel that you are agrea
t person and have lots of potential. You should know that Browniesare not ma
licious beings who gossip to hurt you. You should try to seethat they are tr
ying to help you.

Thedistrust is there because you tell us many different versions of yourlife
. You are the propagator of all these rumors. Like this email, yourstories g
et told by mostly you. You do realize that mountains of rumorswill now sprea
d because you have brought yourself to the attention ofothers and now you wi
ll be discussed? You might feel that people areinsulting you by their disbel
ief, but I think you are the one insultingyourself with your false stories.
You first told me that you are fromQingdao and that you are here due to poli
tical persecution. I haveheard different versions where you organized an int
ernationalconference and it flopped, thus you are here. People are not dumb,
wepiece together your inaccurate stories. I will not guess at the reasonwhy
you make up many different versions of your life, but perhaps youare doing
this to impress us? Please do not feel a need to impresseveryone you meet, s
pill your lifestory to everyone you meet. There isdistrust because you creat
ed it. Not only do you make up lies aboutyourself, you openly tell stories a
bout others. Perhaps they are true,but because of our previous experiences w
ith you, we do not how to viewthis. If you did fabricate these events that h
ave taken place, you havehurt them way more than anyone has hurt you because
you are activelyharming others. But perhaps you did not make anything up an
d we arejust very bad at piecing together your lifestory (we do so because i
tdefinitely is interesting, from what you have told us), so we couldtake all
those stories as truth with a grain of salt.

Alsoto let you know, you are infamous on west and infamous within theChinese
circle at Duke. Had you escaped Brown, you would have beenconfronted with a
world of people who arent so patient with your lies.

Curiosityis only natural, from what I hear, you are also very curious aboutp
olitical science. Curiosity means no harm. If I were you, I would begrateful
that no pranks have befallen you.

Likeany person with self respect, you have a sense of pride. I respectthat,
yet it is wise now, and definitely in the future if you wish topersue a succ
essful political career, to be humble. Try to understandothers, look at your
self for perhaps the blame lies there.

I do this not to hurt you, but to ease your current social situation on camp
us.

Please try to be open minded about things.

Siyu

So that was straightforward, hopefully killed her ego a bit. But I wasn't to
o hopeful. I think mostly I just needed to say it all to her. Just once. So
she decides to email the whole dorm back with a response to my email and uns
uccessfully erasing my name.

I admire your courage to reply in such a candide way. When I wrote the lette
r to everyone, I never thought about you so I was surprised by what you said
about Chinese community. You have made a very fast judgment on me and also
an unfair generalization about Chinese community. As far as I can see, you l
ike to make fun of Chinese people and see yourself superior than Chinese (ma
ybe only those who are more Chinese than you are?) Candidate, I have faith i
n Chinese community here and everywhere. I also believe that people have the
ability to tell right from wrong. Apparently some people have eagerly sprea
d the rumor to as many people as possible. I can tell you that all of the st
ories you heard from me are true. I am also very happy to see how much inter
est you showed to my and others' life. If you want to know something about m
y personal life as you have shown apparent interest, I can tell you very can
didly whatever is appropriate to tell. I am from Qingdao, which is a fact th
at I have never ever hide. I have also organized an important political prot
est in Beijing. The political science professor Tianjian Shi at Duke and a C
hinese student (Class 11 from Beijing) called Ruochen Zhu can attest what I'
ve said. I can also tell you that that protest had something to do with Duke
university political science department and I communicated with president B
rodhead and got replies from the then political science departement acting c
hair Michael A Gillespie and Vice Provost for International Affairs Gilbert
Merkx.

If I feel a little intimidated, I wouldn't even try to write this email or t
o stay here. I told the story because my past shows who I am today and I am
still bothered by a lot of the experiences. I also want people to be aware o
f the political status quo in China and feel a need to care. I have been thr
ough a lot more than you can ever imagine and it is not easy to handle by my
self. You don't need to worry about how do I or others think about you. It i
s what you think of you and what you do that matters. I have said I have cho
sen to forget about everything everyone did. I hope this is the end of your
game.

Best,

Grace

I can only shake my head at this response.

After Justin the GR slightly reprimanded Grace for mass emailing everyone, s
he sent back an apology.

Hi Siyu,

This email is confidential.

It was a very long day for me. I am sorry for accidently exposed your email.
I deleted your name in both my replied email and your email. I clearly forg
ot that besides email context people could also find your name on the top of
the email. I'm very sorry for this mistake. Please accept my sincere apolog
ize. I can clarify this if you want me to. I think there are some misunderst
andings between us but I believe we can dissolve these misunderstandings tog
ether. I believe the biggest things in the world are people's hearts. They a
re stronger and broader than we would ever imagine. They can sense where we
cannot see and even what we dare not imagine. You said you wanted to help me
, even though I hope it was done in a more sublime way but I read your email
again and again and found that you raised some really interesting perspecti
ves and I have learned a lot from you. I'm thankful to all the experiences t
hat you have helped me to learn. I'm not saying that I think you did a justi
fiable thing but I admire your courage and sincerety. I also think that you
are a very smart girl even though sometimes you tend to be a little mean. I'
ve never thought you would say anything indeed. All I thought beforehand was
just to tell people to stop hiding behind the tyranny of the majority and g
ossiping is not cool. I didn't even want to know who did what to whom becaus
e of what. I don't forgive the deeds but who don't make youthful mistakes? S
o I forgave everyone, and of course including you. I still can remember ever
y detail of happy moment with you that I cherish so much and would love cont
inue enjoy later on: cooking and eating with you, Ashton and Feng and watchi
ng you playing the violin. You said I should be more open minded because the
blame might lie there. I think instead of seeing everyone as someone we mig
ht blame on, we should see what great things they have done and what can we
learn from them. Amia can play beautiful piano and you didn't even pay atten
tion to her talents. You don't understand what I've done because you can't i
magine that I could be a great political influential at the age of 18. But l
ife starts from belief and in order to believe we need to first forget about
disbelief. What do you think? I hope we can sit down and talk things out. L
ooking forward to talking with you.

Best,

Grace

It's funny to see people's responses to this. Amia wants it to stop, several
others have found it very amusing, and Elizabeth seems to take it very seri
ously and even wants to talk to me about it because Grace came to her, cryin
g, asking her to talk to me. I don't really know what she's going to say, an
d I really don't care. I've already talked to Grace. Nothing substantial was
said. I shall just say hi to her with a smile, knowing she hates it.

Posted by pleskita at 9:37 AM

2008-04-18 12:22:57 | 引用
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看來像真的

kao

這別裘千丈還厲害

2008-04-18 12:30:10 | 引用
下雨不愁
下雨不愁
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2008-04-18 12:35:03 | 引用
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此女:

有知識,缺教養。

不識時務。

在古代便是 亂臣賊子,人人得而誅之。

山姆大叔的腿能抱多久?

2008-04-18 13:50:51 | 引用
京士威雪茄
happysatan
Re: 王1000元dorm mate寫的blog.
原諒她,我覺得這個女孩確實有病了。最好還是讓他的家長過來勸她做一個精神病檢查。非常典型的人格分裂症。

2008-04-18 15:31:16 | 引用

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